Drifting, Falling. Floating Weightless.

Why?
I put you through so much shit. I hated you. I pushed you away. I made you miserable. I was miserable. I treated you horribly. I was a crazy, psychotic bitch. I disregarded and invalidated your emotions. I said I didn't love you. But still, you were loyal to me. You were faithful. You didn't give up.
Why?